Sunday, June 10, 2007
1:39 AM
i dont know whats spurring me to blog now
i just had the urge to
although this would just be another of my pointless posts
leave if you want to
why have i been so ignorant, when i know its a waste of my time, knowing its just so darn useless?
given the chance, i would have gone back
but instead im just so naive, thinking that i will be contented with the mere glimpse of you when we bade farewell
why ridicule myself and act as if i was there for a purpose?
oh, if only ive known you better enough
till now i lack the courage to ask you out lest it became known
but
i know i shouldnt be so resolute in this; i cant help it
theres nothing i can do
neither do i think you would care too
or even the slightest clue that you are aware
just let me be a sore loser
cause i cannot control my feelings
oh. what am i wasting my time for typing such gibberish
camp tomorrow in sch till fri
i guess i should be going
"face it. accept it. and move on."
like i could.
