Wednesday, August 30, 2006
6:34 PM
not in the mood to blog.
i didnt expect it
is it even how things should be?
i dont know why am i feeling this way
after what happened
im not in the position to decide
this is all so absurd
the distance you will go for
im losing myself
but who cares
oh rite
wads the big deal you say
to you im just a loser using pathetic ways to succeed
and in the end im on the losing end
it just seems so cynical
and youre not even aware of that
i need someone to decide for me
enough of the distance
Sunday, August 20, 2006
10:39 PM
okay
things have not been going right these days
things i do not want to mention
doubt anyone cares though
well
ytd was bedok district campfire
at damai sec
it was a big waste of time
sec 3 scouts have to construct a gateway for them
cos our venture volunteered to help
=/
i was out practically the whole day
from 8am to like 11pm
the campfire was average only
expected sth better
anw there's mini fireworks
haha
beautiful
but lasted only for a few sec
lol
a maths test tmr
prepared to get low grades
didnt study
gonna change blogskin
dun quite like the current one
Friday, August 18, 2006
12:47 AM
tell me
someone tell me
what cynical life am i leading
as if it isnt bad enough
until then
that hurtful revelation
you werent even aware of it in fact
the harsh reality
returning to haunt me
i really dont know what am i doing
nor what are you thinking of
how could you ever know
when there's that distance between
im not asking for much
maybe you simply dont realise it
leave it to fate
its may be difficult
but impossible is nothing
sometimes.
reality can hurt.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
12:23 AM
learn from what you've lost.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
12:07 PM
12 july
2 aug
a record breaking 21 days of inactivity
whoa
sry guys
dont really have the time to post
but i shall try to post regularly from today
i just changed blogskin
the first skin i saw
haha
im supposed to be in sch now rite
well im on 2 days mc
i had gastric flu ytd
=/
wasnt feeling well right ytd morning
had 40.2 deg fever
feel dizzy evertime i stand up
stupid lah
practically not doing anything the whole day
well den went to see a doc when i got home
arnd 6.30pm
recieved 2 jabs on both my arms
to prevent nauseousness and drowsiness
whatever =x
now can only type slowly
painful but can bear with it
doc says it might be food poisoning
duno why too
dun care lah
well at hme now
bored
so cool that no one is online now
hur yah
not sure if i want come sch tmr
unless there isnt eng
cos of june yeo
just dun like the look of her =/
dun ask why
alot of things happened in the 21 days
3e farewell party for jinxiao and miss huda
founders day
esplanade concert
cant remember anymore
the ost memorable one was the farewell party
jinxiao has left us
although he has only been with us for 6 mths
but his spirit for the class shall always stay
and we will nvr forget him
farewell friend
sigh
getting a bit emo now
shall stop
yah
