Wednesday, November 30, 2005
11:53 PM
oh god damn
wtf
shit it man
just told dat i was not allowed to go npc
jimmy tan
just called
told me i cant go
hell man
cant believe it
fuming now
gave so many crap reasons
lik they wun be responsible if sumth happens
whatever lah
charis wong also dun allow
come on lor
wad will happen
yah i know
you wun knw when accidents will happen
whatever
but its not fair for me too rite
nvm
wah lau train so long
den in the end cannot go
i feeling lik duno wad now lah
cursing like mad
really looking foward to it
then now
fuck it lar
in the end hav to come tml
to help them carry poles
7am
to 3pm
sigh
i guess i just hav to w8 anth yr for it
i cant think now
i dont know wad to write
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
2:53 AM
3 more days to npc
or 2 more days to be exact
sigh
npc
shld i go
pon lik abt 4 trainings le
damn shuang
but then npc
cannot dun go
train so long is wei le get the badge
if dun go den cannot get the badge
but oso wanna slack leh
haix
muz get gold this yr
or the ventures will kill us
in order for us to get gold
i hav to be there
cos they need me mahs
:p
we din even get a gold for the lik the past 5 yrs
yah
but really no choice hav to go
or we cant even enter the competition
min 7 ppl
so yah
but damn sian leh npc
over there damn slack one
5d4n is nth
damn lah nid lotx of prep
but wont be doing pioneering
be ground support
lik pass lashings and poles and stuff
slack mah
haha
so yah
damn sian at home
cannot do anyth
played cs non stop for 6 hrs just now
trash the com lik mad
haha 739 frags
lol
haix
damn l8 now
think im gonna slp soon
yah
thats all
gtg
Sunday, November 27, 2005
11:07 PM
haix
nid to make it a habit to post everyday
im like so free
dun go out often these days
bored
and alone
erm yah
just finished watching infernal affairs II
haha edison chen
wonder wads so great abt him
retarded
nvm
sigh
4 more days to chicken lil
4 more days of hell
ahh wadeva
damn it man
lost mi bklist
cant find anyone to send me one
and mi mum keep pestering me to get mi bks
printer no ink summore
yah
sian
goin to sleep le
zzzzz..
Saturday, November 26, 2005
12:42 AM
very long neva post le
haix
was busy wif stuff
yah
like reinstalling windows
and the dumb cd broke
and hafta get anth
wtf
might as well throw the whole com away
sigh
nvm
stupid mrs ong
sae hp finish on wed
surely one
cldnt find anyone to watch wif
den now hafta watch wif mi 8 yr old cuzzie
haha
funneh
laugh
wadever
nvm
sigh
npc
shld i go?
if i dun go den all the trainings will be wasted
and oso cannot get the badge
damn
dun feel lik goin too
cos i got mc for 1 mth!
:p
i bribe mi doc to giv de
hahas
but den if i dun go the whole troop will die there
cos they nid me
the one and only
w/o me the entire ahs falcon scouts troop will collapse
=)
haha
jkjk
sian
oh yah
happy b'dae hong chew
stay happy and live life wif no regrets kaes?
no pres for you
hah
a kiss?
hehe :P
not mi job
did you hear me van?
haha
wadeva
yup
so yah
i rawk
jay rawks
shan hu hai rawks
feng rawks
scouts rawks
yup
=)
gtg
Saturday, November 19, 2005
4:34 PM
ahahas
the one and only is back
=)
srry guys..
didnt update for years
yah
damn sian too now
watched wcg just now
v nice
poor wilson
lost in the finals of doa2
yah
den for the cs de
haha
s'pore out le
sad
haha
today is another boring day
i feel so fucking alone
nvm
i dont know wad im saying too
yah
the life of a used rag
sigh
nvm
i shaldnt cont le
nid to slp
zzzzz..
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is that all?
is everyting ending like that?
i dont want to care anymore
ive done my best for this
i dont expect anything in return
yet
i am forced to
sorry doesnt seem to have an effect on me
im neither angry nor upset
only diasppointed
i just want to live life as it is now
no tears shall fall again
the gift shall not be wasted
whatever
im totally wasting my time and concern
isnt this what you asked for?
